conversations with my son in the afterlife

From Channeling Erik Site : http://www.channelingerik.com/about/

About Erik
After finally being diagnosed with and receiving treatment for Bipolar Disease, Erik seemed to improve somewhat. He stopped the drugs and alcohol and embarked on a career path to becoming a welder. But as happiness seemed to elude him still, he developed an insatiable appetite for material possessions to fill the empty void: a stereo system for his truck, a new welder, equipment for a new sport or hobby, or a new bike. When he ran out of money, he pawned nearly all of his other possessions for the next “fix.” He also had an intense yearning for friendships. Sadly, he was well aware of the fact that many of his “friends” answered his calls only to hang up immediately once they realized it was him. He was regarded as odd and quirky by many and, as a result, he often felt deeply lonely. I find this so ironic, because Erik was so caring toward others whether they were friends, acquaintances or strangers. He wouldn’t hesitate to give anyone the shirt off his back and often brought home troubled strays in need of a home cooked meal and a place to sleep. In all of his twenty years here on Earth, I have never heard him utter a critical or disparaging word about another person. Perhaps because of his struggles, he was one of the most compassionate, nonjudgmental people I have ever known.

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Yet Erik reassures us as he continues,
“I know you knew it was a possibility this would eventually happen, Mom, but there was nothing you could have done beside worry and do all the stuff you did to help me. Did you know a third of parents around the world have kids who are suicidal? I know that now. You need to let other parents know that too.”



“So of course I already told you what happened when I saw all the mess I made. I knew you were going to find me and that was not my goal. I didn’t think. Once I pulled the trigger I couldn’t change my mind. I felt this horrible sense of loss knowing what you guys were gonna feel and I had my own sense of loss, scared, real scared that you guys weren’t going to be able to pick up on me. I was real frightened about it. Then I had this tragic feeling of grief knowing you were gonna find it, Mom. I knew it. I felt this impossible to describe sense of remorse. Maybe it was even more grief than you feel, Mom, because I did it. I did it. I have no one to blame but myself. I knew I would have to have therapy because of it. So you know I went to Norway right away to see Bestefar (his grandfather), but my guide made me come back and watch when you found me. It was the most horrible thing I have ever experienced, seeing you break down in my lap, sobbing. My guide made me look at what pain I caused for you. It was unbearable.” (Here, Kim, again describes him kneeling, hands together as if begging, tears streaming down his face asking for forgiveness.)

“Then I felt this pulling, this pulling like a gravitational pull and I heard this “zinnnggg” and all of a sudden I was standing there in front of a whole bunch of other spirits and I recognized them all! There were hundreds of them. I was like ‘Oh, there’s Aunt Sophie; there’s my brother from the Middle Ages,’ I could recognize everybody from all my past lives and my brother from this lifetime.” (I had lost a baby during my 24th week of pregnancy. It was a boy. We named him, Seth. It happened around 16 years ago, so Kim could not have known Erik had a brother on the other side.)

“There was this big table where everybody was going to sit down…like a family dinner. There was a lot of music, there was a lot of laughing. Oh, and, Mom, I asked four souls from your soul group who aren’t part of your life now if they could help you through all this. I want to do something to help the family. I want to be able to do something for you guys. If there is anything at all I can do to help anyone in the family, please let me know, and I’ll do everything I can. I want to feel like I’m still part of the family. Ask me to do stuff. I can’t exactly take out the garbage but… Spiritual being can move physical objects just as well as you guys.”

Comme les années passent...

Le temps file, défile et les anniversaires, bornes de nos émotions veulent nous façonner.
Elles nous appèlent et nous rappellent, nous figent dans le passé mais nous avons
le choix de traverser le temps sans le temps, car nous sommes un "instant".
Nous sommes à l´instant et toujours !

Rien ne s'efface, et pourtant tout change à chaque seconde.
Ces bornes sont ridicules, inutiles, laissez une trace?
Les rotations de la planète n´ont pas de droit sur mon instant,
cette mathématique orgueilleuse ne sert que l´histoire.

Nous n´avons pas besoin de bornes! hier c´était hier, 86400 secondes.
86400 instants passés... ou dix milliards d´instants, quelle différence?

Nous sommes à l´instant et toujours !
Éternels... sans temps!

Parfois incarnés pour quelques instants, quelques secondes, quelques rotations planétaires, solaires ... la belle affaire!

Nous sommes à l´instant et toujours !
Éternels... sans temps!

Anniversaires ! que vous êtes laids, que servez-vous?
Bornes figées, qui poussent à chaque instant.
Je marche sur vous et vous renfonce dans votre néant calculateur.

Nous sommes à l´instant et toujours !
Éternels !

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Be kinder...

Be kinder than necessary,

Everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.

• - Live simply, - Vivez simplement,

• - Love generously, - Aimez généreusement,

• - Care deeply, - Soyez profondément attentionné,

• - Speak kindly... - Parlez avec gentillesse...

- And leave the rest to God! - Et laissez tout le reste à Dieu!